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THE CULLEN'S HOUSE

deathpenity17 in carlislebella

STARVATION chap. 18

18 I don’t know

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I looked back when I first met him. At the office to get my schedule and to see him at lunch.

 

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I looked back at when I was stocked by Carlisle’s Mercedes S55 AMG and him getting me out of the rain to take me home. I looked back to remember the kiss on my forehead as he let me go back to my house.

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I looked back when I runaway in the hospital to get away from the nurse to only find Carlisle right behind me making me sit down in a chair and we talked and him getting closer to me to pull the black ribbon. I remembered how his smile vanished from his face and how his eyes darkened dangerously when he was the cuts there. I remembered how he healed them. He looked so broken yet revengeful when he watches me go home again.

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I looked back to when he found out of me getting raped and tried to get me to get a taste of something else that doesn’t seemed to hurt me and when he took me to the movies and how he came just in time to shut the door for me after he put his coat on me. I looked back at when he knocked my dad out cold last night.

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I looked back when he wanted me to runaway from here for a good reason so I wouldn’t get killed by me stupid father but was about to when it was actually a school day and him saving me from the truck.

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Every thing he did for me was in a good way, and to help me out. And I love him for it. Yes. I was blind by confusion but now I can see it clearly now that I had fallen hard for Dr. Carlisle Cullen. I made a decision that I won’t runaway from what ever he is but will let him protect me from the evil clutches of my father.

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I knew that he can’t always protect me for he has a family of his own and everything. I sighed with despair. How could I ever think that we will be together?! I’m such a fool! Maybe he is just using me . . . he doesn’t seem to be the type to do that to somebody like me. And then again he wants me to think like that.

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“You always help me out . . .” I muttered as I looked out of the window of the car. I could feel his eyes staring at me. Isn’t he going to look at the road at some point?

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“It’s not the good things I want to hear . . . remember what am I?”

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“That’s the point. I don’t know.” I said as I got out of the car to hospital. He was at my side before I could take two steps away from the car.

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“How about you cool it for the day.” He said. I nodded. I went back to the car before we drove back to my house.

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X

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/near dinner time/

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I was cooking the broccoli when I felt somebody was starring at me. I quickly ignored it as I started to stir the broccoli in the pan. I heard a soft breathe in the air hitting the back of my neck before I felt cold hands on my hips. I jumped slightly when I felt lips on the curve of my neck.

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“I need to cook this.” I muttered for I felt the lips curved into a smile. It still kept kissing up and down my neck. I closed my eyes but then deeply regret doing that. I instantly felt slightly sleepy.

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“Why would you cook when you are going to runaway in ten minutes flat?” asked Carlisle, in my neck. I struggled to answer him.

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“So it won’t raise any suspensions.” I could almost feel his smile in the air around me for he knew he got me to where he wanted me to be. My stuff was all ready in his car waiting for the flee I will comment.

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I didn’t think I was this tired or is this another power he has? I felt the arms around my hips and waist more pushing me against his body.

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“He doesn’t deserve to live, Bella. He did bad things to you.” said Carlisle. I shook my head ‘no’.

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“He will starve to death if he –“ I started but Carlisle cut me off.

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“He starved you for three days. Three days! While you were stuck in that room, he got himself papa Murphy’s pizza for each day. He didn’t give you any. Not a crumb. And here you are trying to finish a dinner for him. When do you eat? Alice told me you didn’t eat at all when you were at school. How much do you eat?” Carlisle asked me.

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“Never, only if I when my friend, Angelina, will always try to get me to eat something at school or after school.” I said. He went ridged. With anger, I think, and shock from my answer.

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“Never?” he asked in my ear, desperate for a different answer. I shivered.

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“Never.” I said as I started to stir the broccoli again. I instantly froze when I felt something freezing at the back of my neck. His arms were around my waist as he pulled me closer to him. I could feel him pulling me away from the broiling broccoli, so I let go of the handle and stick to put my hands on his arms. Well there was one arm now. A hand pulled my head toward Carlisle.

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I found myself in a kiss with Carlisle. He turned me toward him before he kissed me making me back up against into something. He kissed me with slightly more compassion than ever before. I could feel his hand pulling my leg up to his thie as my hand went down to his tie. I went lower to undo his vest and went to his tie again. I undid it slowly before stopping there. He still is kissing me.

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He suddenly paused. Froze actually. I opened my eyes slowly to see that I actually undid only three buttons on his work shirt. My eyes traveled up to his face to see his eyes closed also. He was breathing deeply. His finally opened his eyes slowly also. What I saw was the least I would see.

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His eyes were inky black. They were golden color before he started to kiss me. What is going on? He breathed in my scent – or – that is what I think he was doing – as he lean closer to me. He exhaled, making me be dizzy from his scent that washed over me. He came more closer before gently put his lips against mine before he did it harder than ever before. His lips traveled over my check to my neck as he pressed his lips on my neck. He stilled, seeming to wait for something to happen. His hand was in my hair behind my head as his other hand was on my small back of mine. He lifted his lips to my ear to whisper something in my ear.

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“What does this remind you of?” asked Carlisle in a hushed whisper. I stilled as for I untied his tie and couple more of his buttons. His hand on my back gripped my clothing in a bunch making shown some skin for I could feel some cool air on it. Nothing came to my mind for I never seen any movies before. I never went to a theater that is in side. But only an out side one though.

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“I never have seen a movie other than Pride and Prejudice, Carlisle.” I said. I felt him stiffen with shock again before moving his lips up and down my neck. He stopped on my pulse point to see what I would do. I rolled my eyes. Like I knew what he was so desperately wanted me to know?

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“Carlisle!” I whined a little. “I don’t even know what you want me to know! Just give me a hint for a person that only seen one movie that was Pride and Prejudice.”

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I heard him sighed, as he placed his mouth on my pulse point again and then . . . felt something . . . sharp against my neck. . . . What the hell? Is that a knife? I froze. I still couldn’t get what he wanted me to find out about him but had enough brains to notice some kinds of warnings that I may get killed.

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Carlisle suddenly pushed me against his body with his teeth against my neck. My pulse point where it is between his sharp teeth. I could feel a tongue licking the pulse point before slightly biting on my neck. Not enough to make it bleed but enough to get the point across. I heart skipped a beat before start beating quickly like an humming bird.

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He suddenly let go of me and walked off muttering words that was too fast for me to catch.

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What had happen?

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He was suddenly right in front of me and picked me up in his arms to go to the window which there was sunlight shining, surprisingly. He stood right in front of it after he let go of me. What I saw was clothes hanging in mid air. That’s what. Weird. I squinted to see that it was Carlisle. Oh. Duda. I should have known since he stood there before he went invisible. I walked closer to him to see that is was like diamonds. Not invisibility.

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Normal Pov

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“So . . . you’ve a person that became a diamond in the sunlight?” Bella asked.

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She could barely see his face expression, before he suddenly was right in front of her. She gasped quickly before recovering. Carlisle’s hand was on her back making her collide with his chest. She blinked as she felt the raise and the fall of his chest as he heaved a deep sigh before going to her neck to heave another deep sigh. She stood still, wondering what she should do. She felt something cold running up her spine and onto her neck. A moment later she felt something fall to the floor. She looked down to see her black ribbon on the floor. Some of it is on Carlisle’s shoe and some of it is on her shoe. She felt those familiar cold stone lips on her neck. She felt it slide up and down to her shoulders a couple of times before pausing on her puals point, and began to lick it. He breathed deeper air as he pushed her more against his body to see him start whispering between the licks and kisses.

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“What am I doing?” Carlisle asked.

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“You’re licking my neck.” said Bella.

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“Yes . . . but what am I doing to your neck?” asked Carlisle, he barely finished his sentence before his voice turned into an inhuman noise between a growl and an groan. Seriously, the girl got him good.

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“You’re . . . healing it . . . have super powers?” said Bella. Carlisle smiled as he took a step forward making her to take a step back. He had her near the counter of the kitchen. He took another step before he slowly leaned into her, his hands on either side of her was on the countertop spread out but gripping it hard. He kissed her under her chin making her to look up toward the oven that was past the counter on the other side of the kitchen.

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“Yes . . . its starts with a ‘V’ and end with an ‘E’. Anything? Surely you had read about them? Have you not?” Carlisle asked.

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“Vegetable?” said Bella. Carlisle growled an inhuman growl that made her quickly shut her eyes waiting for the blow. It never came. Instead a kiss on the noises made her open her eyes to see Carlisle kissing her on the face while at the same time lifting her left leg up to his waist before he pulled more onto the counter top.

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“Silly, Bella. I guess it is best that we continue this until we are on safe ground.” said Carlisle, as he began pull her left leg a little higher to his stomach and he could diffidently could feel the pounding in her stomach ad lower adimomen. He quickly went to her stomach to kiss there and was earned by her back arching as his fingers going up her back to gently hold the back of her neck. He tilted her head to grab her another kiss. And . . . it was breathless. One second he was standing there, almost posing there to almost going on top of the counter. Next second, he was over her, doing a fast kissing and hard kissing. He felt his chest ripped into growl before he suddenly wasn’t there anymore. He was on the other side of the room. Bella, quickly sat up to stare at him.

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“I’m sorry.” She said quickly. Carlisle shook his head.

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“Thought I was about to loose control over myself.” He said. He looks squarely in her eyes. “Aren’t we going?” he asked. She nodded before quickly hopping off the counter. Bad idea. He was there before she could even fall three feet in the air.

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“Thank you.” She said breathless, he nodded, before stiffen when Bella, began to kiss him with a hand on his tie and with the other hand unto the buttons of his shirt. His arms around her tightened before slipping both hands under the back of her shirt to feel the bones and skin gliding under his fingertips. He took a pecking kiss to her neck before he felt hands on either side of his face as Bella kissing him hard. He found that he pulling her leg up to his waist again. He could feel the heat and the pounding and the change in his eyes that turned them pure inky black as he felt hands going down his chest and shirt again and again. He froze but for a split millisecond so Bella won’t notice to quickly pull her right up against him. They froze. There were staring at each other eyes.

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“Maybe . . . we . . . should . . .  stop . . .” said Bella, as she tries to re-button his work shirt, but since her hands were shaking so much that she gave up.

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“I’m not hungry if that’s what you’re thinking.” said Carlisle, he began to kiss her neck hungrily. “No . . . More . . . please . . . I’ll . . . be . . . good.”

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She shook her head as her trembling hands were in his golden hair.

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“No . . . please . . . No. No! No!” whimpered Bella as she felt his hands on her back pushing her to be right up against his body.

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“No?” he asked in her neck. She giggled. What? Hey, what can I tell ya? It feels funny! She shook her head. His head went to her shoulder. “Ever?”

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She shook her head furiously.

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“No! No! No! No! Just not now. Okay?” she asked as she felt cold fear of what he would do if he didn’t like the answer she had given him. He quickly put his noise against hers.

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“As you wish Bella.” He said as he lightly pulled her off of him carefully before setting her down on her feet. Well. Only half way. She stayed on him like that. He looks questioning at her.  Her head was against his chest. She began to breathe deeply. She was asleep. He smiled at this. He will wait for her.

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/12: 00 A.M. / SO BASICLY THE NEXT DAY!/

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She opened her eyes a little before opening them a little wider before fully opening them. She looks up to see that Carlisle was right next to her. As she looked around she noticed that she is sleeping in his lap with her head against his chest.

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“I already put your stuff in my car. The car is ready when you are.” He said as he watches her quickly jump up to probably do her stuff. He quickly held her close before kissing her. She began to untie his tie again as he did to her leg before she remembered what she needs to do first.

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Bella’s Pov

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"Please! Please! Just a minute to just have a human moment. Carlisle?" I asked him as I still felt his hand holding up my leg up to his thie. He sighed and let go of me. I quickly walked into the bathroom and muttered under my breath something.

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"Get the car ready."

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He was gone in an instant.

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/24 minutes later/

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"Err . . . Carlisle . . . where is the car?"

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"What do you mean?" *he is facing were his car is*

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"The car is gone in front of us. That’s what what."

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He suddenly zoomed close to me, making me caught my breath.

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"We're not driving the car, Bella. We're running."

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I blinked.

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"What? I can’t -"

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"I'm going to run while I'll hold you, Bella." said Carlisle as he came more closer to me and put me in a deep kiss - well not really a deep kiss except there was LOADS of compassion in it. I backed up until I couldn't. I shook. For some odd reason I was shaking. I quickly squeaked a soft ‘no’ to him. He did stop this time. I guess that the longer we do it the harder for him to stop I guess.

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Before I knew it I was pulled onto Carlisle’s back and there was wind in my hair. Man. Everything became blurry. I looked down to Carlisle in surprise. He was running? Wow. This is really fast. How does he do it?

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My thoughts were stopped when we were in soft grassy field with a willow tree near by. The willow tree was beautiful. The thin leaves each glistened in the moonlight.  He had stopped running.

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I was saved.

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Finally I was saved.

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I am free.

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Thanks to my hero.

 

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My Carlisle.

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